Sunday, May 10, 2009

Back after a break.. :)

Hai My Friend..
Long since I have seen you dear..
Would you mind if I say I am not at all mising you??
I know you won't, after all you are my dearest friend.. :)
You love me, dont you?
Won't you be happy if I am happy?
Let me tell you why I was away from you all these days..

During my childhood (if you call me a child, when I am in 6th std), I used to feel a kind of lonely.
No one around me seemed to be intimate enough to share the deepest of my thoughts. Now, you'll be wondering how deep are those thoughts of a 11 year old girl, that's not our point, right? So started our friendship, me and you (my writings). Whatever thought that strikes my heart, used to adore my books in small rhyming sentences. Those sentences are my little friends, my own creation. I used feel proud of myself, reading, re-reading all my lines. Some called it poetry, some call them verses, whatever the name might be, I enjoyed pouring my views into the papers. I used to be in my world most of the time. During boring classes, during the walk to my home, every second I am alone I used to frame my thoughts to sentences and pen them down.
Great feeling it is, after completing the task. The greatest part is when my english teacher (Geeta teacher) said that she loved them.
Where am I? Strolling in the memories, right? Now, why did I stop writing all of a sudden? This question haunted me and made me sick, till I found a wonderful answer. As I have already said, my friendship with you started because of my loneliness. I found no other way to let my feelings out. This used to be my emotional outlet. But, all my loneliness came to an end, the day when I met my soulmate. I share my every feeling with him, my every thought, my every pain, and every pleasure. So, there is no chance for me to feel lonely.. :) Aren't you happy about that? I observed my days after his arrival, they are all exuberant!! I am enjoying every second of it. Not that I abandoned my dearest friend after finding my company. I will never do that. I love you just as I do myself. So, my friend who has been with me in my loneliness will share my joy now. Ain't that a wonderful thought?

So, back I am with my fingers dancing on the keys agian.. :)
Hope to see you soon again!!
Bye for now!
With Love,
Keerthy

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